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I always knew that there would be some disagreement and collision between the classmates whenever it comes up with something that we need to work out together. And it always ended like a crap. That's the reason why I don't want to join any activities. The signs of conflict in my class finally came up as the sports meet is just around the corner. I can tell that the class is almost separated if we do not fix the problem. But I am okay with it because according to my philosophy, if there's a positive side and negative side in my class, I would stand on the neutral side.

Forget about the school thing. Tell you guys something. I finally got my ear pierced on last Saturday! That was the second piercing after 13 years. Piercing was so fun and I am really addicted to it now. I am sure that I will come back for another ear piercing! :)

And hey folks, I have got some recommendation for you guys. My brother and I watched a really great TV series, The Walking Dead. Too bad, the drama only has 6 episodes for season one and it was stated that the second season will be debut on October 2011. OMG!!! I am starving for it!!!! Besides, I am currently listening to The Andrew Sisters and Toots and the Maytals. I need more of these, a catchy beat that will drives me crazy!

Yo

It's been a while since the last post. I was so busy for the past 2 weeks. I saw the message that sent by someone at my chat box. I am not sure if you're viewing this post, but if you do, I would like to say thanks to you for stopping by and view my post. I don't really give a damn if you hate me and hate what I have posted on my blog. But I do appreciate if you like them. Any comments and criticise are welcomed.

HAVE A NICE DAY! ;)

Rawr!

SERIOUSLY NOT IN A GOOD MOOD. I GET PISSED OFF TOO MUCH TODAY. WTF!

I Am A Hater

Things were not really going well these few days. I don't have the want to be in that class or join any event. My class is going to have a class gathering on 22nd and 23th of January which was suggested by my form teacher in order to know more about us. I don't really want to go for some personal reason.

I talked to my form teacher this morning and I am really glad that there's someone who can really listen to me. But I am still not sure if I am going to the class gathering. Something really pissed me off today. Someone told me that don't be that negative thinking and I was like wtf she was talking about. Well yes I have to admit that I am a real hater but doesn't mean that everything in my mind equals to negative. Just shut the fuck up and leave me alone if you don't know anything about me. Don't pretend that you know me very well because you don't. I don't need any advice from you because you don't know me and you're not my momma.

The last thing I want to tell you guys are I won't change for anything and I won't do anything to please anyone because I was not born to please you guys. Hate me? I don't give a damn.

Downside

Today was my very first day of being a Senior 3 student. New academic year and fuck my life please. I hate being there. I hate this place. I hate it when I was sitting there alone in the classroom. I hate when I was talking to you, you showed me the boring face. I hate the new classroom. I hate the dirty floor. I hate everything in the school!

I don't want to do or get involved in anything. I don't want to get close with anyone. I don't want people to know about me. I don't want to open my heart to anyone. All I want to do is laid back and be an average student.

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Went to 1 Borneo this afternoon and I saw many people wearing tattoo. OMG!!! I am so envy. Don't know when I can get one of them. Oh ya...I want a butterfly on my arm, the butterfly from paramore's album cover. I should wait until I am enough age to get one, be patient! :)

(p.s. School reopens tomorrow, I feel so fear. :S)

January

First day and first month of the year 2011. My gosh, hope everything is working good!