Confession

I MISSED OMI JAMES! ♥

Broken Dreams

For the past few days, I had some issues with my dreams and future things. I had been struggling from to become a tattoo artist or a chef. I think I have made my decision clearly, perhaps. Well, 70 percent chef and the rest for tattoo artist. Maybe my friends were right. Dreams will never be the same as real life. I was obsessed with the ink thing since the day I watched the reality show by Ami James and his friends named Miami Ink. I was so impressed with their art work which led me to the way of a tattoo artist wanna be. Ren Vokes, a girl from ANTM Cycle 14 was also one of my propulsion of wanting to become a tattoo artist. But now my dreams were all broken when this evening Edwin brought me to visit the local tattoo shop at some mall. I was horrified with the atmosphere at there. Something strange and I could not tell what it was like. The tattoo shop doesn't look like Ami's tattoo shop. Ami's was like very bright and full of artsy which made me wanted to stay there for the whole day to paint or draw at there. While our local one was so black inside, it was like.....I have no idea. I was totally blank when I stopped by the shop. There was a guy walking out from his shop with his cigarette in his hand. Then the first word that came into my mind was "RUN"! I wanna run to a place. A place which have sun and beach. A place which have a tattoo shop. A place where Ami belongs, Miami!


(p.s. I am really so sick of here, I want to fly out of this cage!)